Homeleave until Monday! :D

Went out with creston, byron, melvin, megan and crystal yesterday to Marina. It was fun going out with them. Took super lots of pictures. Caught " Percy Jackson ", i'm giving it a 5/5 as the show was the best thing ever! loved it (:
Met Wan, cutie and helene. That was the 1st time i went to Kent Ridge Park! Later on when Cutie had to sent her back so we went off. Went out to pick his bisnuess partners up.
Around 12am, i went down to meet rf, bi and jacky at clementi they decided to play lan and i was bored. After awhile Wan sent me home. At that point of time i was already quite tired wanted to take a rest but Cutie, ham and 2 other peepos came downstairs my house, so sadly i had to go down, accompanied them until 3plus then i went home. Was dead tired at that point of time so i fell asleep~!
27 of feb, saturday

Heyho!
HAPPY 15 MONTHS TO BOTH HUIMIN AND I!
I'm at jereemy's house with yanting right now. Gosh. They are disgusting, seriously. Its been such a long time sinced i've met jeremy and i'm glad i did. ( I know he misses me ) Both of them are hanky-pankying behind me now. Omgf. I'll leave them to themselve then. Would be meeting cutie, ham and helene later on. Guess we'll be rounding about. I'm bored!

Xiaoming's left with 2 more weeks. I just want to see him so badly. Though i had fun with my friends, but not being able to see him has left me feeling really uneasy. I know that he hates being inside but i can't do anything about it. I really do wish i could.. I just have to hope that time would quickly pass and i'll be able to communicate with him properly after 4 weeks of him being cooped up. I missed him so much, frigging much. Wished he was here by my side right now.

Xiaoming, if you're reading this now i want to say a simple, I Love You ~
28 of feb, sunday

Going back in about 10minutes or so, gonna pick ta up and then go back together.

Hope to see you,

Ciao~

Iloveyou(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAMHAM ! Was the first to wish you. (:

I'm home, didn't blog for like a week? gosh. I'm really really tired. Came out at 11am, then waited for ta to get ready and then went to her house to fetch her to Esplanade and then met Nat there. Decided to go to Uncle Ringo, it was really fun! The rides made ta puked. I spent a total of $153 today! damn, i'm out of cash. Couldn't believe i spent sooo much. After that we went to Marina Square to shop, Nat bought and SK Jewllary necklace for yanting, we chipped in about $10 bucks each. Aww, his sweet! Met lt, th, pat and 2 other peeps which we don't know at Mac. Then Max wanted to meet up so he came down to find ta and I. Chitchatted and walked. Bought Creston at wallet for his birthday at Topman as he wanted one, hope he does like it. If not i'll be so disappointed! Then Wan ( being such a nice guy ) picked us up, ta wanted to go rounding so we went to Mount Faber, the view was just fabulous! And also there were fireworks, around 10pm he sent ta home, she was feeling well. So as Wan and I didn't have any specific place to go we went back to Clementi. Rf said that he and jacky would be there but by the time i went they wasn't around anymore. Sad huh? Cutie came down with a girl, I approved. Glad for him as she seems really nice. Waited for hamham too. Then cutie wanted to go to Mount Faber, Wan and I were like...AGAIN!! hahas. In the end we still went there. A little boring. I've been going there almost every weekend i'm out. Cutie's girl had to go back around 12, so we were somehow rushing for time. Luckily her mom didn't get angry. PHEWW! Sent ham home and then went back to clementi, cutie had to get his bike. I was quite tired already but then i wanted to go down to timah to meet rf, jacky and bi. Saw the girl who has hots for rf! Not bad, but 2 years older? Nah. And after i lil of 'touch and go' Wan sent me home around 1 plus. Got nagged by daddy ._.

xiaoming isn't come out for about 4 weeks.Though had fun this week it still didn't feel right. His inside and I'm outside. Guess his asleep right now, I missed him so much. Its so torturing not having him by my side, somehow weird.. 4 weeks of not being able to see him and really talk to him really does suck so much. His different from other people I've met, and thats why he is just so important to me. He makes me feel different, i wished his was by my side right now.

P.s xiaoming, do you have any idea how much I do miss you.

You could just make me angry in a second. Unpredictable isn't it.

Meeting yanting at town now, Ciao.

I can't bloody get to sleep. Damn.

Xiaoming, fell asleep and somehow, i just can't stop thinking about him. I didn't really get to talk to him for quite awhile, sinced last week. Guessed he is too tired thats why he fell asleep. I'm totally mood less. Can't fall asleep too, even though i'm tired. I just want to be able to feel that something between us, its straining and i'm starting to hurt. I want you so badly, but i ain't just gonna get you now eh? Things are so crazy, i am going crazy too. I'm lost, deep in the waves of paranoia. Give me assurance baby and i'll be yours.

P.s You are on my mind 24/7. Can you believe it?

Heyhey! updates; Creston was sick and didn't come to school. Awww, was lonely. But glad that his feeling much better now! Its gonna be CNY soon, and apparently i'm out!

I missed xiaoming, did a really nice thing for him. Hope he likes it then, if not i'll be superrr dissapointed~ Seriously. Nothing much to say also, gosh. I'm going be bored to death at home! I have to get out of the house. Should be going down to tamp tomorrow.

All i've got to say is Ciao, for now.

P.s Can't wait to lay eyes on you once again.

xiaoming, don't be like that okay? Just remember what i've said. Okay? You're the one i want and not others. I like you the way you are, and i want you to open up. Don't always keep everything to yourself, i know when you've got something on your mind but you aren't saying anything about it. Sometimes the things we say aern't really the things we mean.

I'm going to miss you like crazy when we both are inside, its gonna start sucking once again. Not being able to see you. How? I don't know what to do except for waiting to be able to come out! I'm left with afew more hours to be back at hellhole! crap. I am webcaming with xiaoming now!~ he can see me but i can't see him :( anw my boyfriend apparently seems to be kissing the computer right now! damn, he makes me jealous! You're gonna get a helload of kisses from me, boyfriend! You just mean so much to me!

P.s whenever i'm with you, i feel a surge of happiness.

let me update!

bathed and then got ready, daddy picked up ta at her house and then sent us to Bugis. Met yanting there. Decided to get new year clothes but didn't find anything to my liking, sad me :( Xiaoming came down around 3 plus with zhenwei, nic and jingshen. Weitian came down later. Surprisingly there were just so many gh peepos at bugis today! Saw huimin, patricia, peishan, trisha, della, sipei, leiting, jiaer, serli, joycelyn and clarence! Its crazy over there. Walk walked and then the guys wanted to play pool so we girls went to catch a really cute movie! Tooth fairy. It was hilarious, i'll give a 31/2 to 5 for it. After the movie we were all hungry so zw got the idea of going to eat steamboat. It was delicious and so my tummy was bloated. Each paid about 16bucks for the food, altogether it was like $96! whathehell! Its expensive. Xiaoming and i took bus 7 and you know what! We saw moon and her friend, such an coincidence can. Went to mac to get some " delicacies " and then started walking home. Lucky to have Xiaoming with me, he always sents me home! Gosh thats what i love about him, he is so darn adorable, and thats why he is my boyfriend! haha. I'm going to get sissy to get a tag board for me, i want one! Have to have an early night today, going to church tomorrow with family in the morning. Ciao.

P.s i love you!

My bestfriend, Creston.

Most girls go crazy over him, but i don't! hahahahas!

When i'm up, you are the first thing on my mind.

hello, came back yesterday. Then i decided to meet to meet cutie for awhile. Met him then waited for wan to come down. ( i am so gonna gag myself! ) His Kia koup is so frigging hot. We went down to vivo, then cutie parked his bikie there. We took wan's carcar to Mount Faber, to see the ohsoholy magnificent view. Dammit, its really romantic. I sooo want to go there again! we sat there for about and hour and a half or so, it was really a very good place to be if you've got loads of things on your mind, relieve them there. The 3 of us, romancing there. wee weet! After that cutie had to fetch his sister from work, and so i left my helmet with him. Wan brought me to some really posh place to eat roti prata's. I was craving for them, didn't eat dinner, actually wanted to diet. Lol. Thanks for sending me home, wan.
Supposedly was supposed to reach home at ten but then i stepped into the house around 11.15? Lucky daddy didn't scold me, and all the way xiaoming was sleeping. No wonder my hand phone wasn't vibrating :( At least he woked up awhile later, crapped with him until 1am? Then i fell asleep, couldn't take the long hours. Morever, i'm an early sleeper.
I'll be going down to bugis later. I'll blog later if i hve time.
Xiaoming, i missed you so much!

P.s. Xiaoming take note;

Kiss me once if you think of me
Kiss me twice if you miss me
Kiss me thrice if you really do love me!