Heyho heyho to my precious Baby!
Yeah, I'll post our pictures when we both discharge okay. I don't want to get into trouble again because of such things, its so stupid. Grrr. Baby..I miss you (:
At panjang's mac now studying with yanting and one of her friends, wow.
I can't believe i'm like doing that! :D Quite proud of myself eh.
Baby, remember our plan yeah. The first week you're coming out we'll go to the beach, then we'll go to the zoo and then shopping! hahas, Its been about more then a month since i've been really able to be together with you. Quickly come out alrights, its good that you're making an effort to be good. I'll tell you anything thats bothering me, don't worry. Wouldn't keep it from you yeah, and i'll do my best to love you!

Baby,i won't compare you with others girls,i won't look down on you and i just loved you for who you are.

I want to takecare of you too,i want to be the one to make you smiles too, but sometimes i just failed to do it. I'm sorry. i just feel so bad baby. I know you changes mood often,but why? is it because of me?.. though sometimes i'm stress about where to take you to,but as long as you're with me,i happy le.

Baby,I'll not give up on you, nothing's gonna change my love for you.

I will not leave you alone to suffer,when you're upset or down.I'd rather have bad times with you,than good times with someone else.i'd rather be beside you in a storm,than safe and warm by myself,i'd rather have hard times together,than to have it easy apart. remember this?

I want to lend you my shoulder,when you cry(but i don't wish to see that happening) but why would you cry because of me? it hurts to see you cry you know..i want to be the one to make you smiles always. I want to be there for you,hugging you tightly with my arms,telling you that everything is fine when you needs me.

I would also like to share things with you if there is anything that bothers me. but you must too. I'll be honest to you,and i hope you will too. I belive you, i trust you. Sometimes don't because of
the things i've said makes you think that i don't believe or trust you.

I won't be thinking that you're asking too much from me, because i'll not think that way. just tell me if you've anything to say. I promise to love you no matter what.

i miss you~

Hahas! Baby, you're damn sure your not gonna make me regret waiting for you yeah!!!! :D

I just Love your assurances man! Thank you and I hope that its true alrights.

(Glad that my baby knows that it indeed is so difficult without him) hee..I miss you so much too baby, don't apologise its okay. I'll wait for you to come out,

and I'll take your promise to heart okay!

I love you, Hope that everything'll be fine, sweetest thing (:

I hope that you won't compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles.

I hope that you will make me smile, take care of me if I get sick, and be trustworthy.

I hope that you will remember that my mood changes all the time.

Please know that when I am sad or down, I want you to coax me. I would not push you away.

I'm sure that you'll be the one to make me laugh.

Please know that when we have plans to go out together, don't stress about where to take me, as what is important is that I'll be with you.

If I cry, please know it isn't because of you, just hold me close, and I'll heal quickly.
And, if it is because of you, I'll heal just the same.

Please tell me If anything bothers you, or If something just doesn't seem right. I would like you to be honest with me. And again, If I have a bad day, I hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles.

I hope that you won't think that I'm asking for too much of you. I hope you understand that I'm a bit nervous.

Every relationship is a new game of cards, and...well I've never been good at cards.

But I will try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you. Thank you for listening, this is all I ask for.

Baby, you trusted me, let me grow and listened to what I had to say without judgement-whether it was something you wanted to hear or not.

Thank you, I love you.

hehes,tabby's xiaoming is here to help her blog! i'll say hello to my baby,when she sees tis. hmmm, i miss you alot!! it have been quiite a long time since i get to be with you le. stupid issues in Gh,getting myself confined inside agaain and again.. sorry. you waited for me whenever i get cut always,i understand its difficult without me (; but,i promise you,you will not regret waiting and being together with me. duibuqi..still don't know when i'll be coming out.
b*by,Thanks for the every single thing you've done for me baby. i promise you i will change =P

You're my sunshine,being together with you really brighten up my days (:

Met Nic, Girlfriend and their school-mates on saturday before church. They really are a fun bunch of people, (:

I can't wait to see you, to be with you. I miss you so. Baby.

I'm sick and I can't help but feel sorry for myself. Pathetic right. Guess I'm pms-ing.

I want longer homeleave, the more I'm outside, I'm able to get in touch with my former self and that assures me alot.

Argh~ My head hurts, and I'm feeling really tired. Would be going back to gh in a few hours when daddy's back home. Its going to be real lonely as Yanting's on extended and Ta's going for her study-leave in a months time. But at least I've got Hm, Pat, Th?

Should be having YOG next week. Wonder what its like.

Am I so inferior when i'm with you? Sometimes i just want to know why. But no matter what you'll still be important to me.

Babyluv, you're inside the t.o.r once again. I miss you, thinking of what you're doing and how you're feeling.

I'll be meeting Nic and girlfriend at cine, have to be at church at 5. Hope I'll reach in time.

My arms feel so sore, thanks to Creston and our dumb plan.

So hilarious. Think I totally embarrassed myself.

I have got so many things on my mind right now, I just want to be happy for a moment without worries. But life is like that, It doesn't go the way I want it to go. Thats why I'll just have to learn to live with it.

Stomach cramp~

My gienpeng picture, at cine(:



Hello Hello to those who are reading. Schools starting tomorrow and i'll have to sleep real early, if not i wouldn't be able to wake up in time. Going to attend school from home, yeah! GRADUATION! hahas, can't wait for even longer homeleave. But anyway, its meaningless if baby isn't coming out. His really getting into alot of trouble nowadays. Fresh case. I really hope that things would be settled soon and that the police would not charge him. But I'm really elated that he accepted Christ, I'm so proud of him being able to do that. He promised to change, asked me to give him time. Do hope that he'll do his best not to get into trouble anymore. Its so worrying.
Baby, if you're reading this now, I just want to say that I have got trust in you, don't disappoint your parents, the people who are concern and have been praying for you. Including me. Alrights? Do your best, ok? I love you, and I'll be here to support you. No matter what happens. (: