Went to Muthu's chalet today, kio his food! Hahas So not bad eh. His only 16 this year, can you believe it. Its good that I went as I have not seen him for a super long time.

I'm going to be positive, I'm going to be Happy-tabby once again.

Baby's inside t.o.r now and wouldn't be able to attend the camp later. I'll be waiting for him, I miss him.

Yanting's sick, hope she gets well soon. If she's going to the doctor I'll be accompanying her.

Tired, sleeping soon. Nights then.

12 days to our 6th month, Baby your all I want.

Just a kiss would do~

Its really been such a long time since I've posted something, was bored so I just decided to update without people knowing. Its nice to know that some people would really take the time to read my blog and best of all, the way I feel. Appreciative eh, but I don't want to get into trouble for expressing myself. It'll just be meaningless for me to continue writing. As for now I just feel like telling the "WHOLE WORLD" that I'm going to be bored to death. Sad Tabby, Sad Mezxzx~ Oh my, guess I'm really going to go bonkers? Its late but I can't seem to fall asleep, I feel like such a paranoid bitch. Sometimes I just want to tell you that I do not like you, but in another way I'll just keep turning soft hearted, repeatedly. I have to emphasize the word, weak. That is totally what I am. I wasn't who I was last time. Now I've not only been degrading myself, I even excepted the fact that I'm as bad as those people whom I despised. I want to be myself again. I want to be me, but I can't seem to get back the usual me. I want to know what I am going to do later on in life, I want to be looked up to in modern society, I want to be successful. Lastly I want to Love and be Loved. I don't want to live in a place where I would always be broken down by worries. I want to live a carefree life.

This is all Tabitha wants, and this is what i hope to achieve.

You know what I mean, you know how I feel. Lmy, I love you.

supposedly was supposed to say....

HAPPY 3RD MONTH TO XIAOMING AND I~

But it was meaningless without him!

Never mind, we still do have alot of time.

I luvvvvvvvvvvvv you, lmy (:

Garnell Creston Ryan;

I'm so sorry if I didn't really get what you were trying to imply about G, but sometimes I feel that its weird how you react towards her or to anything that concerns about her. My point is that if she dosen't reciprocate your feelings then why get so moodless over her. You yourself know that I don't like seeing you that way, you're my bestfriend and somehow I cannot do anything about it. Don't always bring yourself down over her, you may not know that after all, she may not be worth it. But I guess, to you, she's really that important and thats why you don't really hear me crapping much about her anymore. I support your decision in you wanting her, but if its gonna bring you down then i'm going to have to interfere.

Isn't that what friends are for?~

Hello! Happy Tabby is here! Guess what, LMY is right beside me while i'm blogging! :D so freakinggggg glad that he came out this weekend. We went to Iluma to catch " How to teach a dragon " hahahs, xiaoming was pratically falling asleep! Lol. At least he still accompanied me to watch the show, though he was bored. Plus yanting, her meimei and elwin were there with us too! Happy day even though it was a little boring. Met th, lt, D, V and M there. Walked a lil and then we went off to find xiaoming's baby, which is my dearest! lalalala. Too hyper today as his out (: Slacked awhile at jurong and then bus-ed home. Then met moon and another girl at the same place. Talk talk and then we all went Home. Was real tired but sinced his just beside me now I am not thinkingof sleeping until his gone! :D

Lmy, i miss you so much. You aren't talkng but having you by my side now is totally worth all the waiting~ i love you! Sweetest thing ever.

Went to Sentosa today, only ta, girl, pussy and black person came down, plus me. Had fun. ( photos in my facebook.

Bingfu.

You are such an asshole! I do really hope that you'll be able to read this okay! Stalking my blog, damn. You are such a physcotic. Go and DIEEEEE~ suay i saw you today, pinky boy (: Luckily i don't have your picture if not you're dead! Seeya at clementi man!

xiaoming~

Home leave sucks without you. Nothing I say would express the way I feel right now. Just hope that you'll be able to come out next week. I miss you, xiaoming. I really do..so much. I'll still keep waiting. Love you!