I want to be love for my own personality rather then for something which goes again my conscious.

The people who knows you lesser then those who knew you longer always have something more to say. Thoughts aren't always meant to be kept to yourself but to be shared so that people can understand you better, to compromise. I'm upset. Funny, isn't it?

Would be attending school tomorrow. Wth? I really hope to be able to get transferred to another school really quickly. Bowen is freaking far from home and moreover the teachers and the rules there suck! I don't know who I am any more.

J. I am jealous of you. Oh Come on, that's absolute crap right? But somehow I just feel weird. It's hilariously irritating that we look alike. I just don't like it. And I don't like the way I get treated so nicely just because we're look alike's. Can't you guys distinguish the difference between us? It is just plain stupid that I'm crapping about you on my blog but somehow even if I told somebody about this, no one would understand.

B. It's been such a long time since we've been really close, and what you said shook that little portion of my heart. It was lucky enough that I didn't get all stuffed up and soft all over again, for you. Once bitten twice shy, yeah? Can't be so naive any more. Reality sucks!

R. It's so nice of you wanting to be there for me and stuffs, and I really do want to reciprocate your feelings. But it would just give you the wrong idea, and that's why I asked you not to treat me so good. Cause I'm afraid that one day, you'll just be another one to disappear.

Y. I don't like the way A treats you. It really does irks me in some way or another. You've given him another chance and I hope that it would be the last time that he hurts you. Don't like nor wanna see you feeling pathetic all over again.

F. Really hope that things between the both of your would end up to be something magical. Though the both of you are fickle-minded I just hope that you guys would think things through and end up having a positive outcome.

MY. You yourself know that I have done stuffs which are more then sacrificial. I do them just because I want something in return. I want you. Do you know that? Let's assume that you do, I'm not blaming you for having that injury. And at the same time I'm not blaming myself for not being an "Not-so-understanding-Girlfriend". I've had my reasons for saying so. When you're well enough I really want to have a good talk with you. We've got to sort things out, and I can't do it alone. I expected much more, but I've got so much lesser in return. I just hope that you'll get well soon.