I fell sick yesterday and until now I am still not feeling okay. I feel like going out but....I don't know..Guess I am not being/thinking rational. Cold-tired-giddy-lonely-feverish-sad. I wish baby was here to take care of me, I just realise that when I will myself not to think of him time would pass much faster. He is left with 25 days while I am left with 6 days. Ah. The thought of it really... makes me smile.