I want to be love for my own personality rather then for something which goes again my conscious.

The people who knows you lesser then those who knew you longer always have something more to say. Thoughts aren't always meant to be kept to yourself but to be shared so that people can understand you better, to compromise. I'm upset. Funny, isn't it?

Would be attending school tomorrow. Wth? I really hope to be able to get transferred to another school really quickly. Bowen is freaking far from home and moreover the teachers and the rules there suck! I don't know who I am any more.

J. I am jealous of you. Oh Come on, that's absolute crap right? But somehow I just feel weird. It's hilariously irritating that we look alike. I just don't like it. And I don't like the way I get treated so nicely just because we're look alike's. Can't you guys distinguish the difference between us? It is just plain stupid that I'm crapping about you on my blog but somehow even if I told somebody about this, no one would understand.

B. It's been such a long time since we've been really close, and what you said shook that little portion of my heart. It was lucky enough that I didn't get all stuffed up and soft all over again, for you. Once bitten twice shy, yeah? Can't be so naive any more. Reality sucks!

R. It's so nice of you wanting to be there for me and stuffs, and I really do want to reciprocate your feelings. But it would just give you the wrong idea, and that's why I asked you not to treat me so good. Cause I'm afraid that one day, you'll just be another one to disappear.

Y. I don't like the way A treats you. It really does irks me in some way or another. You've given him another chance and I hope that it would be the last time that he hurts you. Don't like nor wanna see you feeling pathetic all over again.

F. Really hope that things between the both of your would end up to be something magical. Though the both of you are fickle-minded I just hope that you guys would think things through and end up having a positive outcome.

MY. You yourself know that I have done stuffs which are more then sacrificial. I do them just because I want something in return. I want you. Do you know that? Let's assume that you do, I'm not blaming you for having that injury. And at the same time I'm not blaming myself for not being an "Not-so-understanding-Girlfriend". I've had my reasons for saying so. When you're well enough I really want to have a good talk with you. We've got to sort things out, and I can't do it alone. I expected much more, but I've got so much lesser in return. I just hope that you'll get well soon.

Happy 11 months to Ming Yi and I! I can't wait for him to be out man! Baby I don't know what you've heard about me inside but I want you to know that I love you.....

I fell sick yesterday and until now I am still not feeling okay. I feel like going out but....I don't know..Guess I am not being/thinking rational. Cold-tired-giddy-lonely-feverish-sad. I wish baby was here to take care of me, I just realise that when I will myself not to think of him time would pass much faster. He is left with 25 days while I am left with 6 days. Ah. The thought of it really... makes me smile.

Its been years since I posted, things are getting really crazy.

What's with girls going around thinking that piercings are really cool and stuff.

I've totally been rotting at home the whole day and I have came to a conclusion.

If I do not have plans for today, i'll just go out alone. I don't need to stay at home feeling a little dejected that no one asked me out. I'm just going to write whatever comes to my mind as.....NO FREAKING WAY IS ANYBODY GOING TO READ WHAT I'VE WRITTEN. Good job Tabby.

I am going to enjoy my days outside, though I know that it wouldn't be much fun. But I am still going to go ahead with heading down to town alone. Cause that is Tabby and that is the way I am.

Heyho heyho to my precious Baby!
Yeah, I'll post our pictures when we both discharge okay. I don't want to get into trouble again because of such things, its so stupid. Grrr. Baby..I miss you (:
At panjang's mac now studying with yanting and one of her friends, wow.
I can't believe i'm like doing that! :D Quite proud of myself eh.
Baby, remember our plan yeah. The first week you're coming out we'll go to the beach, then we'll go to the zoo and then shopping! hahas, Its been about more then a month since i've been really able to be together with you. Quickly come out alrights, its good that you're making an effort to be good. I'll tell you anything thats bothering me, don't worry. Wouldn't keep it from you yeah, and i'll do my best to love you!