Met Nic, Girlfriend and their school-mates on saturday before church. They really are a fun bunch of people, (:

I can't wait to see you, to be with you. I miss you so. Baby.

I'm sick and I can't help but feel sorry for myself. Pathetic right. Guess I'm pms-ing.

I want longer homeleave, the more I'm outside, I'm able to get in touch with my former self and that assures me alot.

Argh~ My head hurts, and I'm feeling really tired. Would be going back to gh in a few hours when daddy's back home. Its going to be real lonely as Yanting's on extended and Ta's going for her study-leave in a months time. But at least I've got Hm, Pat, Th?

Should be having YOG next week. Wonder what its like.

Am I so inferior when i'm with you? Sometimes i just want to know why. But no matter what you'll still be important to me.

Babyluv, you're inside the t.o.r once again. I miss you, thinking of what you're doing and how you're feeling.

I'll be meeting Nic and girlfriend at cine, have to be at church at 5. Hope I'll reach in time.

My arms feel so sore, thanks to Creston and our dumb plan.

So hilarious. Think I totally embarrassed myself.

I have got so many things on my mind right now, I just want to be happy for a moment without worries. But life is like that, It doesn't go the way I want it to go. Thats why I'll just have to learn to live with it.

Stomach cramp~

My gienpeng picture, at cine(:



Hello Hello to those who are reading. Schools starting tomorrow and i'll have to sleep real early, if not i wouldn't be able to wake up in time. Going to attend school from home, yeah! GRADUATION! hahas, can't wait for even longer homeleave. But anyway, its meaningless if baby isn't coming out. His really getting into alot of trouble nowadays. Fresh case. I really hope that things would be settled soon and that the police would not charge him. But I'm really elated that he accepted Christ, I'm so proud of him being able to do that. He promised to change, asked me to give him time. Do hope that he'll do his best not to get into trouble anymore. Its so worrying.
Baby, if you're reading this now, I just want to say that I have got trust in you, don't disappoint your parents, the people who are concern and have been praying for you. Including me. Alrights? Do your best, ok? I love you, and I'll be here to support you. No matter what happens. (:

Went to Muthu's chalet today, kio his food! Hahas So not bad eh. His only 16 this year, can you believe it. Its good that I went as I have not seen him for a super long time.

I'm going to be positive, I'm going to be Happy-tabby once again.

Baby's inside t.o.r now and wouldn't be able to attend the camp later. I'll be waiting for him, I miss him.

Yanting's sick, hope she gets well soon. If she's going to the doctor I'll be accompanying her.

Tired, sleeping soon. Nights then.

12 days to our 6th month, Baby your all I want.

Just a kiss would do~

Its really been such a long time since I've posted something, was bored so I just decided to update without people knowing. Its nice to know that some people would really take the time to read my blog and best of all, the way I feel. Appreciative eh, but I don't want to get into trouble for expressing myself. It'll just be meaningless for me to continue writing. As for now I just feel like telling the "WHOLE WORLD" that I'm going to be bored to death. Sad Tabby, Sad Mezxzx~ Oh my, guess I'm really going to go bonkers? Its late but I can't seem to fall asleep, I feel like such a paranoid bitch. Sometimes I just want to tell you that I do not like you, but in another way I'll just keep turning soft hearted, repeatedly. I have to emphasize the word, weak. That is totally what I am. I wasn't who I was last time. Now I've not only been degrading myself, I even excepted the fact that I'm as bad as those people whom I despised. I want to be myself again. I want to be me, but I can't seem to get back the usual me. I want to know what I am going to do later on in life, I want to be looked up to in modern society, I want to be successful. Lastly I want to Love and be Loved. I don't want to live in a place where I would always be broken down by worries. I want to live a carefree life.

This is all Tabitha wants, and this is what i hope to achieve.

You know what I mean, you know how I feel. Lmy, I love you.