You could just make me angry in a second. Unpredictable isn't it.

Meeting yanting at town now, Ciao.

I can't bloody get to sleep. Damn.

Xiaoming, fell asleep and somehow, i just can't stop thinking about him. I didn't really get to talk to him for quite awhile, sinced last week. Guessed he is too tired thats why he fell asleep. I'm totally mood less. Can't fall asleep too, even though i'm tired. I just want to be able to feel that something between us, its straining and i'm starting to hurt. I want you so badly, but i ain't just gonna get you now eh? Things are so crazy, i am going crazy too. I'm lost, deep in the waves of paranoia. Give me assurance baby and i'll be yours.

P.s You are on my mind 24/7. Can you believe it?

Heyhey! updates; Creston was sick and didn't come to school. Awww, was lonely. But glad that his feeling much better now! Its gonna be CNY soon, and apparently i'm out!

I missed xiaoming, did a really nice thing for him. Hope he likes it then, if not i'll be superrr dissapointed~ Seriously. Nothing much to say also, gosh. I'm going be bored to death at home! I have to get out of the house. Should be going down to tamp tomorrow.

All i've got to say is Ciao, for now.

P.s Can't wait to lay eyes on you once again.

xiaoming, don't be like that okay? Just remember what i've said. Okay? You're the one i want and not others. I like you the way you are, and i want you to open up. Don't always keep everything to yourself, i know when you've got something on your mind but you aren't saying anything about it. Sometimes the things we say aern't really the things we mean.

I'm going to miss you like crazy when we both are inside, its gonna start sucking once again. Not being able to see you. How? I don't know what to do except for waiting to be able to come out! I'm left with afew more hours to be back at hellhole! crap. I am webcaming with xiaoming now!~ he can see me but i can't see him :( anw my boyfriend apparently seems to be kissing the computer right now! damn, he makes me jealous! You're gonna get a helload of kisses from me, boyfriend! You just mean so much to me!

P.s whenever i'm with you, i feel a surge of happiness.

let me update!

bathed and then got ready, daddy picked up ta at her house and then sent us to Bugis. Met yanting there. Decided to get new year clothes but didn't find anything to my liking, sad me :( Xiaoming came down around 3 plus with zhenwei, nic and jingshen. Weitian came down later. Surprisingly there were just so many gh peepos at bugis today! Saw huimin, patricia, peishan, trisha, della, sipei, leiting, jiaer, serli, joycelyn and clarence! Its crazy over there. Walk walked and then the guys wanted to play pool so we girls went to catch a really cute movie! Tooth fairy. It was hilarious, i'll give a 31/2 to 5 for it. After the movie we were all hungry so zw got the idea of going to eat steamboat. It was delicious and so my tummy was bloated. Each paid about 16bucks for the food, altogether it was like $96! whathehell! Its expensive. Xiaoming and i took bus 7 and you know what! We saw moon and her friend, such an coincidence can. Went to mac to get some " delicacies " and then started walking home. Lucky to have Xiaoming with me, he always sents me home! Gosh thats what i love about him, he is so darn adorable, and thats why he is my boyfriend! haha. I'm going to get sissy to get a tag board for me, i want one! Have to have an early night today, going to church tomorrow with family in the morning. Ciao.

P.s i love you!

My bestfriend, Creston.

Most girls go crazy over him, but i don't! hahahahas!

When i'm up, you are the first thing on my mind.

hello, came back yesterday. Then i decided to meet to meet cutie for awhile. Met him then waited for wan to come down. ( i am so gonna gag myself! ) His Kia koup is so frigging hot. We went down to vivo, then cutie parked his bikie there. We took wan's carcar to Mount Faber, to see the ohsoholy magnificent view. Dammit, its really romantic. I sooo want to go there again! we sat there for about and hour and a half or so, it was really a very good place to be if you've got loads of things on your mind, relieve them there. The 3 of us, romancing there. wee weet! After that cutie had to fetch his sister from work, and so i left my helmet with him. Wan brought me to some really posh place to eat roti prata's. I was craving for them, didn't eat dinner, actually wanted to diet. Lol. Thanks for sending me home, wan.
Supposedly was supposed to reach home at ten but then i stepped into the house around 11.15? Lucky daddy didn't scold me, and all the way xiaoming was sleeping. No wonder my hand phone wasn't vibrating :( At least he woked up awhile later, crapped with him until 1am? Then i fell asleep, couldn't take the long hours. Morever, i'm an early sleeper.
I'll be going down to bugis later. I'll blog later if i hve time.
Xiaoming, i missed you so much!

P.s. Xiaoming take note;

Kiss me once if you think of me
Kiss me twice if you miss me
Kiss me thrice if you really do love me!